Lonliness is a drug that long surpasses the night, wears off in the unconscious but comes back in the light.
An addiction easy to fall into, to avoid vulnerability, mistaking carelessness and numbness for a state of tranquillity.
No existing treatment or cure but to open your heart, to someone who could effortlessly tear it apart.
Finding distractions and errands to help my brain to adjust, but in between each task, resurfaces another memory of us.
They say time heals all wounds, but this particular scar I don’t want to conceal, because at the twilight of each day, when the lonliness sets in, at least I know what we shared was real.
Lily.Lonelyheart 